Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Monday February 18, 2008 - New England Weather

The weather here is ridiculous. All of a sudden it is 54 degrees and feels great but it's such a tease because you know it won't last.

To take full advantage of it I had to run longer today so I fit in an 8miler. I WAY over dressed too because I figured by the time I got into it it would cool off and then running home I'd be cold. NOPE. Dead wrong. I got so hot while I was running I headed to MIT's track around 4mi so that I could take my pants and long sleeve off. I finished the last 4 around the MIT athletics fields shirtless and it felt so great. I couldn't believe how warm it was. I didn't feel great either, my legs felt really heavy and tired but I couldn't help but want to keep running. I ended the last 2mi on the track and steadily increased the speed. The air smelled like Stanford just after it rained and I ran out my regret from that race. Feels better.

At the gym I worked out my back and I realized I don't have enough workouts for my back, I need to learn more. There were a couple guys next to me doing workouts that looked like they are for your back but I always feel weird asking and even weirder trying it right after them. That's really stupid of me and I'll go ahead and get over that right now. Next time I'll just ask.

Quote of the day:
"Janice, I apologize to you if I don't seem real eager to jump into a forced awkward intimate situation that people like to call dating. I don't like the feeling. You're sitting there, you're wondering do I have food on my face, am I eating, am I talking too much, are they talking enough, am I interested I'm not really interested, should I play like I'm interested but I'm not that interested but I think she might be interested but do I want to be interested but now she's not interested? So all of the sudden I'm getting, I'm starting to get interested... And when am I supposed to kiss her? Do I have to wait for the door cause then it's awkward, it's like well goodnight. Do you do like that ass-out hug? Where you like, you hug each other like this and your ass sticks out cause you're trying not to get too close or do you just go right in and kiss them on the lips or don't kiss them at all? It's very difficult trying to read the situation. And all the while you're just really wondering are we gonna get hopped up enough to make some bad decisions? Perhaps play a little game called "just the tip". Just for a second, just to see how it feels. Or, ouch, ouch you're on my hair."

Just watched it again...so good when it hits my eyes.

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